i’m really not okay with being forever alone. especially tonight.
gossip girl episodes where chuck apologizes to blair for everthing,
reminder emails as if you needed any reminding,
pathetic attempts at distraction,
the lack of phone calls that you need,
and the fucking 12th of november are the worst things in the world.
what i wouldn’t give for a cigarette.
i should really just let myself cry.
i’m sure i’ll delete this post soon enough. don’t worry.